Sunny side up singing

February 6, 2022

A couple of days back we impulsively went out to have dinner. I was happy you obliged and didn’t roll your eyes when I changed my mind. I can be indecisive sometimes.

It was nice, we had the whole area to ourselves. It didn’t feel like it wasn’t unplanned and it wasn’t bad for our first night out for the year. In fact, it was perfect. It would’ve been more perfect had we went home together but it’s okay, we both know what happened as soon as we were back on our beds anyway. I had a blast.

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I love being with you, I can ignore all my anxieties and just have fun with complete abandon. In our little bubble, I feel free to express myself completely and to just be who I wanna be for the day — a nature girl, a person who dreams of becoming an astronaut, an egg chanteuse, a lil bitch, what-have-you. And in our little bubble, I am reminded how much I like myself yet am also made aware of how much a better person I want to be still. I feel like I don’t thank you enough for loving me just the way I am and all I ever could be.

Thank you, babu, for dropping into my life. I haven’t hated myself in a while and I think you’ve helped me a lot in that regard. I can only hope I make you feel the same way.